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VIolent Mood Swings

Motherfuck the way you think
You never made sense anyway
Building up to tear it down
You're codependent on apathy
By design you fucking sterilize - so you desensitize
Make it easier to swallow
Self-involved you fucking took it all - who's gonna take the fall
'cause it's never gonna be the same, change

Don't wanna see, don't wanna think
Don't wanna speak for yourself
It's like a fucking disease and it shows

Repetition paves the way
All for you to weaken and sedate
So contrived and watered down
A fucking shadow of what should have been
Isolate so you can separate - and fucking terminate
To diffuse the situation
Force on me a common enemy - with no identity
Now it's showing your perception too, too

You will never see
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2. Slavery

I've given up everything 'till it seems so fucking wrong
I've always been tied to you, now the bond is fucking gone
You're just a victim
Of your own decisions
And your desperation
Is like watching an accident

I reject the way you need
To hurt yourself to get to me
I will break away from you
My regret is knowing you

You've thrown away everything and you hope I sympathize
It's kind of like slavery to a world of fucking lies
You're not the victim
Of your own addictions
And your desperation
Now you won't get my sympathy

This feels like slavery
This ends it all
This feels like slavery
This ends it all


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3. Smothered

The black and cold reminds me
Of all the distance we have crossed
And if your darkness blinds me
I could never be more lost

But I'm not the one who seeks your protection
I'm not the one to share the disguise
And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection
I'm not the one to tear the same way twice

You push from the inside - smothered
You push from the inside out - smothered

Have all your walls surround me
They're closing in they block my sight
The violence around me
Found me when I could not fight

But I'm not the one to take your direction
I'm not the one who wears the disguise
And I'm not the one to share your reflection
I'm not the one you break the same way twice

I will never win
I will never win with you

I read you
I fear you round up no more than you know
I hate you
I still do everytime you let me go


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4. CoNSumed (Obesessive CoMPulsive)

Punctured lungs
I'm out of breath, this time I'm suffocating
I've had enough now, too numb there's no resisting
Becoming one, with all your failure
No coming back now, this bridge has been burned

Try to cut the cord
Tear away or I will never be the same
Trust breaks like bone
Violence shows
Reject and throw it all away

Consume the fight in me
Suspend reality
If it stops the room from spinning
Repressed identity
Escape reality

You killed the cause, this keeps repeating
Live through the loss now, redeem your enemies
Recycled thoughts, feed your delusion
Your lie outgrows you, become it's own truth

Still it seems so wrong
The way you think
And I will never understand
Faith broke like bone
Weakness shown
You lost throw it all away

Puncture my lungs

I've never felt your emptiness
It makes me sick now
Obsessive with your reasons
Compulsive with your failure

Try to cut the cord
Tear away or I will never be the same

How could you live with youself


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5. BeginNing Of The End

The irritation we're pretending not to show
Has replaced the motivation
That I had not long ago
I know that

I don't ever want to be the one
to make you forget it
to make you resent it
to make you repress it
I don't ever want to be

It's the beginning of the end
And I don't know where we lost control
It's the beginning of the end
And I know that I am all alone

Interrogation has replaced the trust we had
Your misguided accusations
Helping me to turn my back
I know that

I don't ever want to be the one
to make you divide it
to make you deny it
to make you deprive it
I don't ever want to be

I thought that we would find our way
I thought our life would be ok
I thought that you believed in me
But now it seems so far away

The life we knew before is gone
There is no compromising
The life you save will be your own
To find your inner senses


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6. Forgotten

You're the one who
You're the one who steals the life from
I'm the one who feels the falling
I believe you're nothing but a problem
Everything is so fake
You're just a motherfucking sight to see
And time will block the vision
Life with you is so vague
It's like I'm living in a dream

I have wondered why this always happens
Everything just falls away
Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten
It's so close but it's so far away

You're the one who
You're in disbelief of what you
Thought you could achieve or try to
Once I thought this life was never ending
Must've been my mistake
You're just a motherfucking accident
Offending yet amusing
I should have known that you
And your intensions weren't for me

You're the one who fed the violence
I'm the one who broke the silence
I will sew the hole you left inside me
Leaving you in the past
I will release


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7. Self-Destructive Pattern

Feel the tension of rejection
Bleach it out with therapy
The confusion exseclusion
Turns into my deformity

Never trust it, maladjusted
I've become my own worst enemy
The aggravation in my fixation
Keeps it all controlled inside of me

See it all collapsing, it's all around me
This condition is killing me
The isolation still surrounds me
In remission but it's killing me

It's what I can't control
What I can't control
What I can't control in me

Born again I feel so hollow
Torn again my senses fade
Mourn again without the sorrow
Born again without the blame

Force a new sollution, it's all inside me
In remission but it's killing me
Evolution is divided
In remission but it's killing me

I can't increase the treatment
It won't suppress the feelings
Or stop the way I'm getting
Used to the pain

Breaking down
Self-destructive pattern


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8. Tear Me Down

You wear a cheap disguise
Your only vice until the end
Don't have an alibi
You never try you just condemn
You pressure everything
You never bring, you take away
I can no longer breathe
You've taken me and everything too

Far, to me it's so disgusting
Wrong, I'll push myself away
Far, my sanity is rusting
Wrong, I look the other way

This is a war I can't fight
I can't let you tear me down
I will ignore all these lies
You will never tear me down

I sit and contemplate
How you sedate what's in my head
I will not instigate
Or emulate I won't pretend
You'll never understand
You just demand to get your way
How all of this began
I never ran and now it's gone too

Never tear me down


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9. StilLborn

I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself
I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind
I don't think you want to undermine
I don't think you want the bottomline
I don't think you want to see inside this goal that you've created

No, you don't even listen
You don't even hear me until I scream at you
Now, I see your intention
A new intervention just to wear me down
Breed, selected division
You're on a collison course with your beliefs
Find a new evolution
You're full of sollutions now that you're born again

Reborn like a motherfucking stillborn
All devoid of feeling reborn
All devoid of feeling

I don't think you'll ever be the one to take the blame yourself
I don't think you'd even want to try to see through different eyes
I don't think you want to sacrifice
I don't think you want to fucking try
I don't think you want to step outside this lie that's been inbedded

Think, it's all a delusion
Relieve your confusion when you put me down
Fear, afraid to accept it
You only defend it 'cause it's handed down
Faith, it's all on the surface
It's only convenient when you follow through
No, I'm not gonna give in
You're already beaten when you're born again

It's time to make the cut
And let you bleed for yourself on your own
Of all the things I need
Is just for you to stop from judging me

Sick
So get the fuck away from me
You make me sick
So stay the fuck away from me

Reborn like a motherfucking stillborn


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10. Falls ApArt

Now your failure feeds the contempt
I can't sedate the way you break me down
I can't relieve the pain
I can't reduce the failure you've become
I can't accept the blame now

Now your failure feeds the contempt

You imitate the things you think
That isolate what I want
I can't get through it's never you
It's showing through and it's wrong

You pushed me too far and I'm tired now
It all falls apart now I'm finally down

I hate the way you turn this all around
So you can bleach your shame
Apology is not an option now
It won't erase the blame now

Now your failure feeds the contempt

It's nothing new I'll suffer through
It's all in you an you're wrong
I compensate, you mutilate
It separated and we're done

I can't sedate the way you're breaking me
You're breaking me down


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11. Fallback

Give me life, give me faith
Give me something to see
Give me life, give me change
Give me somewhere to be
Give me love, give me hate
Tell me what to believe
I don't care who you're imitating

You think the world's beginning
In truth it's really ending
My disillusioned mind is wasting away

Until I break, until I bend
Until I fall back on my faith again
Until my world is caving in
Until I fall back on my faith again

Keep me dumb, keep me small
Keep me closer to you
Keep me still, keep it all
Keep away from the truth
Keep me here, keep me cool
'cause it's already done
Everything is so intimidating

You are the one reflection
Created false rejection
I let you in and now you won't go away

I think the end is closer now
You took the life inside me now
Is this the way you're checking out?
You are the one who's running now

You are the one reflection
Created false rejection
I let you in and now you won't go away

Until I break


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12. DeAD To Me

Put on another face, they always take the place
Of all the things that you have become
Your instability is nothing new to me
It's always something that made you what you are

You're dead inside
You killed your pride
I won't be there
And no one cares
Your insecurity
The failure that it brings
And all your misery
Keeps coming back to me

Save yourself the pain
And go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today
I separate
For the rest of my life

You give me countless lies and hope I sympathize
You hit my only nerve and that is all it took
Separation now
Let it go, you let it go
New evolution
Thrown away
You're thrown away, you're gone

I'm done with you
Dont follow through
I won't be there
'cause you don't care
The way you're suffering
Is all the same to me
Your cred-ibility
Killed your reality

Your delusion
Claim confusion
Easier to pass the blame on
All your hatred
Seems so wasted
You're the one who's dead inside me

You're fucking dead to me

Так..счас немнога Dry Cellа

Slip Away
Under The Sun
Body Crumbles
Last Time
Sorry
So Long Ago
Forever Beautiful
Disconnected
Ordinary
Brave
Last Time (Reprise)



Slip Away

Day
Day of reflection
After day
A life of rejection
Slip away
Sometimes I need to
Slip away
Want you

Say
Say that you'll help me
Please don't you let me
Slip away
Sometimes I need to
Slip away

Are you
So far gone
Every time it starts I try to slip away
So far gone
Every time it starts
Finally when I'm at my end
Something inside is gonna break you . . . Stand up
Nothing's like it was before
I so wish I could just pretend
Something inside is gonna break you . . . Stand up
But there is nothing left to adore

Time
To be remembered
After time
Something I'll never
I find
Whatever I do
Defy

Do you
Take
World that I live in
And take
I'll never give in
Slip away
Whatever I do
Slip away
Love you

So far gone
Every time it starts I try to slip away
So far gone
Every time it starts
I don't understand this world that we are living in
People give you things so they can take them back again
I don't want to be part of history
I just want my life to be the way that it should be
Every now and then I find a way to slip away
Cuz every now and then there's only so much I can take
If I find a way I would leave today

Way
Day of reflection
Home
Life of rejection
I don't know if I can find my
Way
Say that youll help me
Home
Please don't you let me
Though it's hard sometimes I still try
Way
Day of reflection
Home
Life of rejection
I don't know if I can find my way



Under The Sun

We measure our lives in years
But they don't mean much
Always fading away
The things we can't touch

I Didn't want you to go
I Didn't want you to stay
I Didn't want you to know
What was inside of me

We measure our lives in years
But they don't mean much
Always fading away
The things we can't touch
I never told you a lie
I never meant to deceive
I never gave you the time
Or led you to believe

Let it go
Let it go

I'm all alone
So far away
Under the sun
Sometimes you stay
Sometimes you run
Don't want to be the only one
Underneath the sun

We measure our lives in years
But they don't mean much
Always fading away
The things we can't touch
I'm never seeing it through
I'm always walking away
Maybe I don't believe
That it's inside of me

We measure our lives in years
But they don't mean much
Always fading away
The things we can't touch
I can't believe that I'm lost
I don't know how to survive
I can't believe that I'm here
And that I'm still alive

Let it go
Let it go

Sometimes I feel I'm on my way
Sometimes I feel I'm on my own
It's harder and harder every day
Nobody wants to be alone

I was looking for myself
Got lost along the way
Now it feels like someone else
Has got control of me



Body Crumbles

Finally recover
And the mood is right
Looking up into a neon sky
The child in me takes over
Guess it's been too long
Since the last time that I tried to fly

Finally I find
When I lose control
Inside my body crumbles
It's like therapy for my broken soul
Inside my body crumbles

All I need's a moment
A chance to get away
From the stressfulness of every day
Know if I don't question
And I never doubt
Everything is gonna be okay

Is it okay to be myself
Why do we always have to fight
It's alright

Finally I find
When I lose control
Inside my body crumbles
It's like therapy for my broken soul
Inside my body crumbles



Last Time

They say it's true
Something's not right
They laugh at you
Hurting all the time and you just don't know why
Destined to lose
It's not right
What can you do?
All you do is fight and you're losing your insight

It's alright
It's okay
You're never far away
It's so real
It's so right
This is the last time
Hurting all the time
And you just don't know why

Who made this true?
No, its not right
You make it through
Hurting all the time
And you just don't know why
They don't know you
Not inside
They have issues
Fighting all the time
Has made them lose their insight

This is the last time

So fall asleep
Be peaceful as you lay
Forget about the world
You're going to be okay

Fighting all the time
And you just don't know why
This could be the last time

They say it's true
Something's not right
They laugh at you
Hurting all the time and you just don't know why



Sorry

I don't want a change inside of me
In respect to effect your life
As we both grow cold [we both grow cold]
It's the very first time that I can see
Would you believe in me
If I told you so [if I told you so]

Now you know how sorry feels
Now you know how sorry feels
Now you know how sorry feels
Now you know how sorry feels

A little bit of space you said you needed
You cheated, repeated, conceitedness [conceitedness]
You say you made a big mistake, you fake
But I won't take you back
For you're too much mess [you're too much mess]

Everything you find, you want to take, take
Everything that's mine you want to go, go
If it doesn't shine, you think it's fake, fake
I'll be doing fine and you won't and now you know

Now you know how sorry feels
Now you know how sorry feels
Now you know how sorry feels
Now you know how sorry feels

Now you know



Silence

I believe that I'm hanging by a string
And I'm feeling so small in a world full of big things
Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know
And I just want to let go

Understand that the way that I am
Is a product of the scam that you pulled on the last man
Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know
And I just want to let go

Surprise my eyes were open
Don't suffocate what's broken
Are you ever done?
Are you ever free?
Silence makes me numb without you

You believe that you're changing everything
And you're feeling so tall that you can't even see me
Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know
And I just want to let go

Understand that the way that I am
Is a product of the way that you underplay my hand
Undone and I'm ready to explode on the things I don't know
And I just want to let go

Surprise my eyes were open
Don't suffocate what's broken
Are you ever done?
Are you ever free?
Silence makes me numb without you
How can this go on?
Take it all from me
Silence makes me numb without you

Never meant to cause you pain
Fighting, aggravation
Causing suffocation
I won't let you
Surprise my eyes were open
Don't suffocate what's broken
Are you ever done?
Are you ever free?
Silence makes me numb without you
How can this go on?
Take it all from me
Silence makes me numb without you



So Long Ago

I was thinking back today
And I remember everything
Like all the things we used to say

I will be
And I will show
Follow me wherever I go

But that was so long ago
You assume that I've forgotten
But how could I ever forget you?
I know I'm having trouble letting go
Though it was so long ago

I was over you today
But now I've dug up everything
Sometimes it seems so hard to face

I will be
And I will show
Follow me wherever I go

You're the sunlight on my face
And you're the one I can't replace
And everything just seems to fall apart without a trace
But that was so long ago
You assume that I've forgotten
But how could I ever forget you?
I know I'm having trouble letting go
Though it was so long ago



Forever Beautiful

I just want you to know
That I want you to be safe
Was it fate?
No, I can't remember
So much pain in the world
I hate feeling this way
They took you away

I wish that I could be strong
I wish that I could be brave
I wish that I could be over and over
True to the world
Another summer fades away

Forever beautiful
Don't ever think that I could not appreciate
We all come full circle
Whatever I'm to give
I'll only complicate

I just want you to know
It isn't easy to face
It's growing vague
But I will remember
I hear your voice every day
It doesn't seem quite the same
Took you away
From me

I wish that you weren't gone
I wish that you could be saved
I wish that you could be over and over
True to the world
Another summer fades away

Forever beautiful
Don't ever think that I could not appreciate
We all come full circle
Whatever I'm to give
I'll only complicate

This isn't over
There's no way
I'm still denying everything
This can't be right
And possibly. . .
I don't know if I'll ever

Forever beautiful
Don't ever think that I could not appreciate
We all come full circle
Whatever I'm to give
I'll only complicate



Disconnected

Jilted- From a place in the back of my mind
There's no time for a reconcile
Tilted- In a way that I cannot define
Gonna take what I know is mine

Close your eyes and watch me fly
Everything I've left behind
All I want is piece of mind
DISCONNECTED
How in the world did I get so free
Nothing's gonna get to me
Cause I'm far too happily
DISCONNECTED

Deny- All the shame that you're feeling inside
Runaway from the sense you hide
Don't try- We don't all suffer from lack of pride
So get back to your so-called life

Close your eyes and watch me fly
Everything I've left behind
All I want is piece of mind
DISCONNECTED
How in the world did I get so free
Nothing's gonna get to me
Cause I'm far too happily
DISCONNECTED

All of my life
Answering to someone else
Living to die
Never asked for your help
Buried inside
It was here once nevermore
Nowhere to hide
I'm still alive, won't die

To get rid of this pain
I gotta fight, fight
To get rid of you
Is my right, right
Take it away
I don't need this anymore
It's time to delay
My disconnected life

Close your eyes and watch me fly
Everything I've left behind
All I want is piece of mind
DISCONNECTED
How in the world did I get so free
Nothing's gonna get to me
Cause I'm far too happily
DISCONNECTED

Close your eyes and watch me fly
Everything I've left behind
All I want is piece of mind
DISCONNECTED
How in the world did I get so free
Nothing's gonna get to me
Cause I'm far too happily
DISCONNECTED



Ordinary

I saw a vision of you [today]
And I won't do anything to make you feel betrayed

Can't find the time to look inside
And realize that I can't hide
I can't be me unless you're there
This situation's so unfair
I look at you and tell myself
That you're with me and no one else
You need some help
If not for you than for myself

It's hard to be honest with myself
I need some time so I can figure out
So I won't be ordinary [ordinary]
I solved the mystery of you [today]
And I don't show everything to everyone that way
Can't find the time to look inside
And realize that I can't hide
I can't be me unless you're there
This situation's so unfair
I look at you and tell myself
That you're with me and no one else
You need some help
If not for you than for myself

It's hard to be honest with myself
I need some time so I can figure out
So I won't be ordinary [ordinary]
I solved the mystery of you [today]
And I don't show everything to everyone that way
I can't decide if I'm all right
I feel inside I need some help
But I'll deny the things I hide
If not for you than for myself
I know there's better ways to be

It's not easy and it's hard
It's hard to be honest with myself
I need some time so I can figure out
So I won't be ordinary
So I won't be ordinary
'Cause I'm not ordinary



Brave

Reach out! Nothing's there, I can't see
Black out! Gets so cold I can't breathe
Who's there? I'm sweating, though I'm freezing
I'm scared, I'm venting, releasing
Rewind! Just enough to know what's behind
Does anybody know trust?
In fact, has anybody seen me?
Look back! Life is but a daydream

Satellite's receiving
Are all my loved ones grieving?
And does it matter at all?

If I was brave enough to fall
I'd find the answers
But now my back's against the wall
Forever
Big world and I am feeling small
The slow are faster
And I know I don't have it all
Together

Today everybody's slacking
Within I wish that I was back in
High school where everything's easy
No cares, just childhood teasing
In fact, now it gets depressing
Relax. Everything is stressing
I don't know if I can take this
But I'm somehow gonna make it through

Satellite's receiving
Are all my loved ones grieving?
And does it matter at all?

If I was brave enough to fall
I'd find the answers
But now my back's against the wall
Forever
Big world and I am feeling small
The slow are faster
And I know I don't have it all
Together

Go ahead and look at me now
It's like I'm stuck in between
Getting up or just falling down
Is anyone there to catch me?

If I was brave enough to fall
I'd find the answers
But now my back's against the wall
Forever
Big world and I am feeling small
The slow are faster
And I know I don't have it all
Together

If I was brave enough to fall
Let's fall together



Last Time (Reprise)

They say it's true
Something's not right
They laugh at you
Hurting all the time and you just don't know why
Destined to lose
It's not right
What can you do?
All you do is fight and you're losing your insight

It's alright
It's okay
You're never far away
It's so real
It's so right
This is the last time
Hurting all the time
And you just don't know why

Who made this true?
No, its not right
You make it through
Hurting all the time
And you just don't know why
They don't know you
Not inside
They have issues
Fighting all the time
Has made them lose their insight

This is the last time

So fall asleep
Be peaceful as you lay
Forget about the world
You're going to be okay

Fighting all the time
And you just don't know why
This could be the last time

They say it's true
Something's not right
They laugh at you
Hurting all the time and you just don't know why

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